My Grandpa died this last week. He was one of my best childhood friends and hero's. I didn't realize that it would bother me so much or that I would think this much about it, I hardly cried at the funeral. That could be because Joey got married this weekend and we left from his bach. party down by where my brother lives for the funeral back in Ft. Scott Ks. and then after the funeral left to drive back up here. I am tired. Tired of my souls 'deep ache'. Jesus You rose to care for us well, so please come to my aid.